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As you have noticed, i dont use dA at all anymore, actually i dont even use my camera anymore. Apart from the odd event i go to i havent actually used my camera in about 4months. I havent even thought about it. Pretty much selling my gear now. Wont be on here anymore. Bye.

NEW JOB!! I am finally out of retail, well on the 27th i will have worked my last day. Im now in IT support and im going to love it (i hope!! :D). Its so much better in everyway. Ill actually be home or at least in the car before the sunsets now after work, more photography time!! :D NPOC? < that what your thinking? It means Nissan Primera Owners Club. I signed up a few days ago (obviously cause i have Nissan Primera (GT LE!!)) and there is now a meet up of cars in weston where i live. I have been asked to lead the cars around town if needed also. So within a few days, im talking to people, im meeting people and leading people...im scared!

Right, this is going to be quite long and personal and there will be swearing and all sorts but i have been told that if i just write out whats been on my mind it will all go away. So here goes... My girlfriend dumped me about 4months ago after a year and 3months of being together, no big deal, i have accepted that and since i have moved on, been in bed with other girls and so forth, being dumped has never been the problem. The porblem however is what im now finding out since we split up. When we first got together i was warned by a few people not to trust her and that she will break my heart as she had done so in the past, i completely ign